If I could live within a fantasy

I often wonder what it might be like to live within one of my diaper lover fantasies.  This is how I'd love to have it for myself.

I imagine myself being the owner of a two story home with 4 or 5 bedrooms, a 2-car garage, a pool/spa combo in the backyard, and a fairly moderate sized kitchen & living room area that could have an augmented den attached.

Within this home live, along with myself, two diapered young women around my age range.  Both have minor incontinence problems (urinary and/or bowel), but both enjoy wearing diapers for fun like yours truly.

In my fantasy, both are bisexual women, and both love each other, and both are sexually attracted to myself, and are happily living with me while we three help each other with diaper changes, spankings when necessary (or sometimes the unnecessary, but fun types of a smack across our diapered bottoms), and making sure we "motivate" each other!  Especially with school & class assignments.

And while I would still be unemployed & disabled, at least one of the women is also unemployed & disabled while the other is the breadwinner of the household.  We share meals with each other, we play video games together, play on my piano, guitar, and/or drum sets together, and of course sit or lie down with each other watching TV, movies, etc.  Just hanging out, and occasionally one or more of us needs the stinky diaper change into a fresh clean diaper.

The kicker?  I don't want to have sex with either of them.  As a sign of their appreciation for me not wanting sex with them, they both allow me to watch them have sex.  Sometimes while diapered, or not.  Mainly I'm just the observer, and I don't think I'd want it any other way.  Maybe watch one of the diapered women give the other diapered woman a harsh spanking while both still are in their wet, stinky diapers.  The price for my being an observer is to change them regularly, even if it's a mess down there.

If I could live within that fantasy, I think I'd be quite happy.  I'd be in love with two beautiful, diapered young women, who are both in love with me as well, and we would be living our daily lives while continually diapered up.  

I think if there's such a thing as a "custom personalized heaven" for each of us in the afterlife, that would be what I would want to have.  And before anybody asks, neither woman would be anybody that I'd know in my lifetime.  But I do have a thing for brunettes, and I would want women who understand that I have lifetime blindness in my left eye.  And offer to help escort me to places like the movie theater (what better place than a trio of lovers all wearing our adult diapers together?) Or to concerts.  Or any other "social" event in which access to a bathroom/restroom might pose a difficulty for any one of us three.

I guess maybe I just want too much out of life.  But I sure like to believe that if I can imagine it, then it's a possibility. 👍😊👍